the mess that is my life

i used to pride myself for keeping my head straight on my shoulders. not anymore. if anything, i've realised i am a lot more messed up than i thought i was.

i'm still searching my past for the turning point in my life, but i doubt i'll find it.

i guess life is what i make of it, one choice at a time. and i have made many questionable choices so far.

just today morning, i realised i made one mistake too many.

i just hope life gives me a second chance...and people who can't forget what i did, will atleast forgive.

and i need to start thinking about consequences, and not just actions.